You are going to hurt some days, alot of days, most days. And it sucks ass, you are going to wish that things were different, and wish you had had things easier growing up and didnt have the scars that your peers cant even fathom.
You are going to be like you are right now, on the cusp of a hard fit of depression ,just waiting to jump in, you dont want to feel like that but you can feel it coming and you know you cant stop it
Dont forget yourself when you are that low, you cant shut down anymore, you have to carry that pain in your heart a little longer and keep going. People depend on you, You Can Do This.
Just bear it a little longer. You will be able to sleep soon. You are the worth it.
reminder: all firebenders are gonna lose their bending for about 8 minutes during the solar eclipse tomorrow. you might feel weak or just plain OFF during this time, but don’t worry– that’s normal. stay safe out there, everyone!